why can't I sleep?!

Ugh, I'm so sleepy, yet I can't fall asleep! I've got 10,00,000,000,000 things on my mind which is blocking me from being able to fall asleep....stupid grad school is driving me crazy, plus the wind is blowing outside, also keeping me awake, so I'm laying on the couch watching some show on E! while Josh is able to sleep like a baby - that's the main reason I'm in the den - I didn't want to wake him up....Summer's been okay so far, I'm a little bored and it's been tough not having a set schedule, cause I do better when I have a schedule I have to follow - that's the downside of being ADD....I operate SO much better when I know what I'm supposed to do when, rather than just doing whatever. But, that's just me and I know alot of people aren't like that. That's why I probably couldn't be a stay at home mom when that time comes. I'd never get anything done here! But, I am excited about the summer. Josh and I are going to Atlanta for a weekend in July. My grandmother and one of my best friends are both getting married. I'm going to see another best friend in the Miss Mississippi pageant in a few weeks. But, the past two weeks, I've just been sleeping and working on my grad class! Oh, and laying out. Getting a pretty good tan! Proud of it :) Well, I'm going to try to go to sleep, I think. I don't feel too good, but maybe I can sleep now...